tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39884422011-05-15T13:45:13.476+08:00Cry of a SouLMe Myself and ISentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.comBlogger3911100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1155400588902866012006-08-13T00:34:00.000+08:002006-08-13T00:36:28.913+08:00h,,, haben blogged in ages..tinkin of restarting...any comments anyone?...startin school soon..feeelin apprehensive...haben studied in ages...beach party was ok....bondue was good..bt dun tink some ppl like me..culd me juz me..culd b true...opnions anyone?wat the hell i bet people dun even come here anymore...had pre camp dinner yda.e..post camp dinner todae...watz gona hap...help...Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1124516386175928372005-08-20T13:35:00.000+08:002005-08-20T13:39:46.180+08:00VS Unitedwith an url like mine...is high time i get to speak my mindfirstly..all peep...those against the co-ed VS...please pay a visit to www.vsunited.tk to sign tepetition amongst oter things..flashback a copla days..the moment I heard the news..i had to inform all the other guys...enraged...i wondered why in the right sense would anyone want the gals on our hallowed turf..with the petition going up..Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1111842768892242862005-03-26T21:12:00.000+08:002005-03-26T21:12:48.893+08:00been a long tym..not in the mod i guess..stuff happening n not happening..btu juz life...pushin thru..waitinf for nex yr..like end..hmmhhaSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1107154202696774442005-01-31T14:42:00.000+08:002005-01-31T14:50:02.696+08:00m at camp....been here since ydae...
was on duty...dumb extra...
in a wae gd la...
saved money..
n did osme work
althoh neither was of sufficint quantity or quality...
life is fun..
is boring
mundane
boring
dead
or in simpler terms...
fucked...
simply fucked...
papers comin up...
social life aint active...
dyin in the circle...
missin sch
missin fun...
missin bestie...
cant wait to finish the Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1106873747043162302005-01-28T08:54:00.000+08:002005-01-28T08:55:47.043+08:00dis gona b a short post..
ey peeps...i noe iowe ppl fone calls smses testimonials amongst other stuff....
m dead bz wif class tution n camp...
i noe i gotta meet up wif few of u guys....
pls hang on k...if wen u sms i dun reply..
i will du so soon enuff.... sorry peeps...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1105667466099517152005-01-14T09:50:00.000+08:002005-01-14T09:51:06.100+08:00got called for bfast..
din intend to eat..
but since was invited i went along la...
tryin to fit...
stupid sentill...
go there..not enuff seats...
ended up alone..
fuck la..
hate this feelin of exclusion..duzzent juz hap here...
haps most of the time..
gotta accept the term outsider i guess....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1105667329622914302005-01-14T09:47:00.000+08:002005-01-14T09:48:49.623+08:00fuck
the dae has to come n will come
for fucks sake..it mite alredi b happening...
n either wae it will
so the fuckin faster i accept it..
da easier for me..
rem dis...
this to shall pass...
n if u tink something belongs to you....set it free...if it comes back..it will forever be urs..if nt...it fuckin never was...
fuck la...
fuck la....
fuck la.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1105518974961229652005-01-12T16:34:00.000+08:002005-01-12T16:36:14.960+08:00aiyah at camp..been shreddin the whole dae..
wat the hell....but ok la...
hmm bestie hasnt called since mornin..wat ze hell
got class lata.hiakz...
i ana sleep
muz wake up at 4..but doubt i will la..wat ze hell i sae...
lalala lalaa lalala.....
borin post no meanin..
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1105336830990817332005-01-10T13:52:00.000+08:002005-01-10T14:00:30.990+08:00been awhile...
hmm stuff hap..n stuff din...
thurs was camp anniversary...
games in the mornin....
dinner at nite....
games okok la...
was wif emc more...
the indians...they seem nicer la...
den afta work rushed to see saji den came back...
evening dinner...food was ok..was wif emc again...
funfunfun...
S1 branch had kicked me out...pissed la..but thanx...haha...
den cheekys wif mani anand maha Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104849246955437202005-01-04T22:31:00.000+08:002005-01-04T22:34:06.956+08:00went for the funeral todae...
dunno..
din noe him well or aniting..
more like n uncle to me..
but kinda someone i looked up to..like respected..
n he juz....
i dunno how to put it..
somehow wen i saw the corpse todae...it hit me even more...
but culdnt cry...
din even noe wat to sae to her..
so juz like smsed n called...
i dunno wat she feels...n nt mani many ppl can..but she shld noe..she got Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104767782758673062005-01-03T23:49:00.000+08:002005-01-03T23:56:22.756+08:00now to blog n stuff...
new year's eve..hmm was on fridae...half dae at work...
den i went out la..saw subu freeze nesh n daughter....
got the pressies...
den thannied at ljs..rushed back n left for downtown east...
parens sithi karma n kabi..
quite dead la the place....
mostly hindi songs...
so irritatign..
stupid naataan dere had wet himself..all auuru naataans..countdowndere..thoh it wasnt Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104767319636939452005-01-03T23:47:00.000+08:002005-01-03T23:48:39.636+08:00been mainly a fucked up new year...
for those of u who contributed in one wae of another..
dun worri ur names wun b mentioned...
juz dat it wun b forgotten...
fuck all u guys who fucked me new year..who spoilt it...
seriously fuck.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104716569730648222005-01-03T09:42:00.000+08:002005-01-03T09:42:49.730+08:00trust?fuck shit
u noe who i m tokkin bout
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104153893192247342004-12-27T21:13:00.000+08:002004-12-27T21:24:53.193+08:00I think of what was told to me before
I think of how things used to be
I think of the love that was present for me
I think of the angel in my arms
Now here I am
All vulnerable
All in the open
Emotions flailing around
All I had asked
Was for her to take me wherever she goes
That is all I asked
Judged I stand
Sentenceed for a crime
I barely understand
With a shadow standing over me
Is there Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104153209812158462004-12-27T21:07:00.000+08:002004-12-27T21:13:29.813+08:00hmm..todae...
went to se the phantom la..
bloody too mani songs ya i noe its a musical movie..
bt wat the hell..
but quite god n quite bad also la..
kinda draggy..
but the phantom..is one good looking guy wif n awesome voice..
man i soun positively gay..but wat the hell...
got the body butter ydae....
body shop sale!!!
at ten bucks...
met darls n dearie ydae..got n xchanged the gifts...
got me Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1104152840013921382004-12-27T21:05:00.000+08:002004-12-27T21:07:20.013+08:00a repulsed carcass like a beast
yet seeking for love..
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1103467902803952222004-12-19T22:51:00.000+08:002004-12-19T22:51:42.803+08:00To a certain extent....and....
But...
two words/phrases..
i dun like/get along with
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1103336173011020212004-12-18T10:15:00.000+08:002004-12-18T10:16:13.010+08:00Losing and Sharing aint my Forte
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1103297430742352202004-12-17T23:29:00.000+08:002004-12-17T23:30:30.743+08:00as usual...
the saein...too god to be true proved true la..
somehow i dun enjoy a 24 hr perfectly fine cycle...
jinxed?...
y?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1103120417129247102004-12-15T22:18:00.000+08:002004-12-15T22:20:17.130+08:00bloggin todae...
been tryin to sort out me thots..
but emotions..run ova dem...
hard to tink strait..tmr..got peeps for lunch...gona b packed i tink..
hope its fun la...
dunno where dis is goin...
back to square one?
conflicting thots and emotions i see...
but i cant sem to clear it
or i dun wan?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102945215111318932004-12-13T21:39:00.000+08:002004-12-13T21:40:15.110+08:00While everything seemed destined
Heaven and Hell now seem intertwined
God has played his card
Only to cut one so hard
With joy and sorrow taking their turns
The poor heart awaits the laughter and tears
Stunned marveling at the extreme emotions
Love brings to a sorrow one
Smiling may sem easy
Yet joy remains an enigma
A game that relationships play on us
With us, the mere mortals,
Just pawns in Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102429523428929312004-12-07T22:25:00.000+08:002004-12-07T22:25:23.430+08:00she will be loved.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102427914720202282004-12-07T21:58:00.000+08:002004-12-07T21:58:34.720+08:00LIfe is a bitch..
But i seem to be askin for it...
no one.....
no one.....
no one.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102410019650118632004-12-07T16:58:00.000+08:002004-12-07T17:00:19.650+08:00i realised
my posts r gettin worse...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102409677786439242004-12-07T16:53:00.000+08:002004-12-07T16:54:37.786+08:00u noe u alwaes dream of fallin in love..
finding the right one....
being perfect for each other...
being soulmates......
u noe..living the rest of ur lives tgt......
come wat trials n tribulations....
does dat kind of thing eva happen animore?
i m hopin it does....
n kinda believe in it
but somehow i find meself being the onli one
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102399488277304902004-12-07T14:03:00.000+08:002004-12-07T14:04:48.276+08:00i know love
i remember love...
love is the one emotion where joy and pain cm simultaneously...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102347434747677092004-12-06T23:21:00.000+08:002004-12-06T23:37:14.746+08:00hmm...in a nonstalgic mood...
guess wif so much love in the air...
i miss the spirit of being attached....
been readin blogs..esp shinis...
guess she does make sense...
dropped her n email..check it out gal...
unless u need more tym..hehe
well..somehow..abt kleng movies..it kinda replicates real life..its USUALLY not alwaes...
dat the guys are the ones heartbroken...
i personally haf nuffin Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102344117627617762004-12-06T22:37:00.000+08:002004-12-06T22:41:57.626+08:00If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous....Then it's not love It's INFATUATION.
If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't...Then it's not love It's COMPROMISE.
If you love some one because you have been kissed by him...Then it's not love It's INFERIORITY COMPLEX.
If you love some one because you Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102299975177888432004-12-06T10:25:00.000+08:002004-12-06T10:26:55.970+08:00going to sch....
wif an apparently futile hope of passing...
pray for me peeps
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102239894371113982004-12-05T17:40:00.000+08:002004-12-05T17:44:54.370+08:00listening to Usher's Yeah...
kinda bored now...
been studyin recently..
been on frenster too...
but isna seh...
this is gona b a borin post..
those who luk for me "interesting" posts..come back anothers dae...
brainz dead...tink i gona read the assassini....
studyin again tmr...
miss me outlet la...
realli doo..
wat a "term".....
well man utd won ydae....
i realised i ahben tinking or been Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1102074196265288782004-12-03T19:42:00.000+08:002004-12-03T19:43:16.266+08:00Since when did us include them?
8 became 7 den 9.....
hmm no longer the original...
theres 6...den 2 den one..
no prizes for guessing who is the one....
i got nuffin against the 2...
ahben done anythng to piss me off...
but its fucked up la...
lampost..lamposty..lamposter...
now which of these makes sense?
it culd b my bitter shallow little soul..
the heart yearns for a companion while the mind Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101918713924547042004-12-02T01:31:00.000+08:002004-12-02T00:31:53.926+08:00Love like you have never been hurt before
Always Always Always
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101918674320826222004-12-02T01:29:00.000+08:002004-12-02T00:31:14.320+08:00I have alwaes maintained tat while the wounds may heal...
the scars remain...
but while i believe..dat the scars should jus serve as r reminder..a lesson a memory..
someone dear to me..sems to be usin dat s a hindrance....
n it pains to see a luved one like dat..
wanting the one to forget n move
i try all can..
but somehow the one duzzen wana let go
tiz like the one is holdin on..
but the longerSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101918377120839802004-12-02T01:25:00.000+08:002004-12-02T00:26:17.120+08:00Cleared some issues with someone..
feels beta..
but at wat cost?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101741249249423932004-11-29T23:11:00.000+08:002004-11-29T23:14:09.250+08:00Things have been said
To start the bleeding of the heart
Nothing has been done
To stem the flowing tide
Where love and stability once reigned supreme
Fear and insecurity have run them to the ground
Killing at a swoop will cut all so little
Then why my love,
Would you rather bleed me to death?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101741070065629772004-11-29T23:05:00.000+08:002004-11-29T23:11:10.066+08:00got thots is me head....
hopefulli i get them in order...
tired todae..
was on the fone late last nite...
lack of slp..
haha...
went for the funeral todae...
while it was wvery wrenching...
i juz culdnt cry...
it culd me bein stone hearted
detached or in shock...
bt somehow..it was easy to see he was a very special n well luved guy...
i aint gona comfort or console or justify or complain...
a Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101740718263601332004-11-29T23:03:00.000+08:002004-11-29T23:05:18.263+08:00To My Bestie...
Miss ya..hope you havin fun...
Cant wait to see u...
back soon k...
luv u
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101605989769135912004-11-28T09:39:00.000+08:002004-11-28T09:39:49.770+08:00stupid and selfish
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101509415412910282004-11-27T06:49:00.000+08:002004-11-27T06:50:15.413+08:00You know I never really can find the words
to say what
Us
means to me
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101509351732930462004-11-27T06:46:00.000+08:002004-11-27T06:49:11.733+08:00guess valentine's tag of "fairytales don't last forever" has ben proven true
ydae was gd real gd..not so..n out of nowhere at the end to sae the least...
words were selfish n overwhelming...
now where have i heard does b4?
guess old habits die hard...
too free?
maebe datz y ah...
seriously at a loss for wat to do....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101385951684743712004-11-25T20:15:00.000+08:002004-11-25T20:32:31.683+08:00have been havin so mani thngs to sae...
but now at the comp..not much comin....
dis alwaes happens..i realise i haben ben tokkin or saein much to peeps..
if u tell one one thing n u dun tell another..u get accused of choosing...
hell even i du it all the tym..i dunno wat to do....
i juz cant tok much....
so its usualli juz one person..
den wen one is or gets bz..
it fels so fuckin frustrating..
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1101338556420892522004-11-25T07:20:00.000+08:002004-11-25T07:22:36.420+08:00Why is it that sometimes it is with those closest or the one one loves the most that he can't tell the other how he is excatly feeling"
Is it due to the fact that he cann't bear to se them hurt?
Or
He fears that the truth would jeopardise the friendship?
I was alaways of the belief that if the bond is true strong and sincere, one can and should say everything. But now i stand mistaken?
For I Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100525179596973022004-11-15T21:25:00.000+08:002004-11-15T21:26:19.596+08:00was at the blog of someone who once meant the world to me and whom i still love a lot
now..b4 u get ur ideas..not me exz...
she claimed that people are moving awae from her..and she felt lost...
but dear...werent u the one who pushed those who cared for u away...simply cos ur bf din like us?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100522314170873892004-11-15T20:36:00.000+08:002004-11-15T20:38:34.170+08:00juz wonderin again as usual.....
Do all beautiful things remind me of her?
Or
Are they beautiful cos they remind me of her?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100517101835007402004-11-15T19:07:00.000+08:002004-11-15T19:11:41.836+08:00Trying so hard
I keep it bottled in myself
Wanting to open
I find myself paralysed by insecurity
Release may be nirvana
But it is solitude where i find u
For telling may be losin
And holding means staying
I would rather live with the pain of silence
Then be eaten away lying alone......
For the luv of You.......
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100516470065756252004-11-15T18:57:00.000+08:002004-11-15T19:01:10.066+08:00i tink i too free todae...
nah..tink too sick
dunno how many posts todae alredi....
was juz wonderin...
we indians...alwaes sem to b amazed at the west..
abt how gd n high class n modern they are...while looking down on ourselves...
the sub 30s...seemingly put down the idnians..as backward..superstitious...gossipy..narrow-minded..amongst many others...while they openly embrace the western Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100513283761701892004-11-15T18:05:00.006+08:002004-11-15T18:57:12.116+08:00bl;oggin wen i m sick mae nt b the smrtest thing to do....
do best frens come n go?
i thot they are supposed to b there all the while..the one..who is there for everythng?
but seemingly the rules have changed n i wasnt informed....
i m juz starting to find out.....
wondering out aloud....
is a bf of 3 mths of higher priority than a"childhood sweetheart" of more than 19 yrs?
are bdae presents Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100499675667957222004-11-15T14:20:00.000+08:002004-11-15T14:21:15.666+08:00"Look even if she shoots me down at least I won't spend the rest of my life wondering what would have happened"
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100499577763945712004-11-15T14:17:00.000+08:002004-11-15T14:19:37.763+08:00does life mirror tv?
i m watchin the last episode of friends...
m juz wondering...when it comes to a member of the opposite gender
how does one know when he/she is a best friend?or something else?
how do we know the difference?
u noe wat sux...
being totalli comfy wif someone..bt realising..its tn gona work...
n not wanting to move on...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100489195372615732004-11-15T11:20:00.000+08:002004-11-15T11:26:35.373+08:00hmm its mondae n back to camp tmr n me havin a flu...wat the hell muz b sheer over exhaustion and the fact i got wet in the drizzle ydae....
been packed since tuesdae....
had freakin duty.....
den had range....so pple were comin in thru the nite...dinn get to slp much la...den afternoon book out..met navin play pool n haf lunch...den go hm bath change...go met mama reva n mel..for the productionSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1100187534881551692004-11-11T23:32:00.000+08:002004-11-11T23:38:54.880+08:00came to blog but fone calls aplenty...nites
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1099927000936397632004-11-08T23:16:00.001+08:002004-11-08T23:16:40.936+08:00n btw wen tchrz palce todae..greaat sein her...luv u!!
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1099926980498877112004-11-08T23:16:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:16:20.496+08:00man i din even make sense..but wth..depavali comin....!!!!
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1099926959956007842004-11-08T23:09:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:15:59.956+08:00it has been such a long tym since i last blogged n a lot of thngs haf happend..
every tym i come wanting to bblog..
somethng stops me...
a fone call..
the comp screws up..i go blank..or me juz too tired...
like todae on the wae hm i had loads i was tinkin abt to write..now i fel so blank....
hmm
dengue was an experince...appreciate me mum bein there wif me..luv ya...
lost some weight..but tinkSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1098629159770542152004-10-24T22:37:00.000+08:002004-10-24T22:45:59.770+08:00I realise that i hate reading or or hearing people converse in bad english...
not Singlish just bad English...
and the classic....
"Could you borrow me this pen?"
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1098503708743500042004-10-23T11:50:00.000+08:002004-10-23T11:55:08.743+08:00Learn not to
hope
expect
desire
covet
want
need
treasure
wish
hold
cherish
trust
love
for while these can make one's life a sheer joy.Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1098258876042542022004-10-20T15:43:00.000+08:002004-10-20T15:54:36.043+08:00i m sittin here in the CO's office..with him in wallaby la...
been wantin to blog..but neber seemed to haf the tym...
or wen i did..the comp wuld simply fuck up...
life has juz been going past me...
stupid 7 xtras...been duin dem..still 5 more lef.t..
n got normalbn duty tmr...duin branch duty todae..of wtf....
lifez a whirlwind of emotions....
all seems to b juz spiralling awae....
shit....Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097904231626214452004-10-16T13:22:00.000+08:002004-10-16T13:23:51.626+08:00trust luv expectations
holy trinity wen it comes to gettin hurt...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097158959864662962004-10-07T22:21:00.000+08:002004-10-07T22:22:39.866+08:00juz tinking abt rshps wif ppl....
how they alwaes sem to generate....
hmm...looks like no eternal bonds also nowadaes...
me?or society todae?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097157665266609192004-10-07T22:00:00.000+08:002004-10-07T22:01:24.496+08:00unBreAk mY heArt
sAy yOu oVe mE agan
NeVer fOuND a wAy tO et yOu gO
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097156665513054442004-10-07T21:42:00.000+08:002004-10-07T21:44:25.513+08:00camp sems a bit beta..
i m wonderin if ani of dem..know of me blog...
or didd anione tell dem.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097156547440701082004-10-07T21:41:00.000+08:002004-10-07T21:42:27.440+08:00stuff sem to b happening...
how issit dat u fel close n not close to the same person at the same time...
like u gona lose the person...but u noe u aint gona lose the person
no matter wat the person does..no matter how much it hurts u still luv the person to bits....
y does it haf to happen...
one should alwaes learn from experience...
but i dun seem
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1097156346464149112004-10-07T21:34:00.000+08:002004-10-07T21:39:06.463+08:00thanx darlz ryan steph n flood...
i juz gotta work things thru
came back hm onn tym todae
wanting to blog..but me god damn internet..givin trouble..alwaes ems to hap wen i haf tym to blog..
as if the superior force dun wan me to blog
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096959933620405342004-10-05T15:05:00.000+08:002004-10-05T15:05:33.620+08:00fuck
plans gone awry
fuck
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096043362483167892004-09-25T01:28:00.000+08:002004-09-25T00:29:22.483+08:00realisation da someone u treasure duzzent n wuldnt miss u
flailing....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096041849207240262004-09-25T01:03:00.000+08:002004-09-25T00:04:09.206+08:00y does it haf to
y does it haf to affect me so much
y does this fuck haf to hap
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096041755172440272004-09-25T01:02:00.000+08:002004-09-25T00:02:35.173+08:00FUCK!!!!!
life is such ad damn bitch
fuck life
fuck this world
fuck life
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096040694336872572004-09-24T23:44:00.000+08:002004-09-24T23:44:54.336+08:00juz wen u thot ur daae is fucked s fucked can b..
n dat thngs r gonna luk briter..
oh no they dun...
u get more fucked..
n more fucked....
waitin aintt he ebst thgn int he world..
n it fuckkin gets on me nerves...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096038147657742312004-09-24T22:57:00.000+08:002004-09-24T23:02:27.656+08:00its so fuckin pissin to go to camp everidae..
wakin up to go there is a bitch
the travellin is a bitch
the dae is worst that a fucked up bitch...
haben felt dis stressed in awhile...
been so fuckin easy to piss off...
u dun fuckin kick my books..
u dun fuckin takin my papers....
u dun fuckin move my stuff
u dun fuckin throw work at me...
u dun fuckin throw my papers...
u dun fuckin speak in ur Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1096037810199638122004-09-24T22:56:00.000+08:002004-09-24T22:56:50.200+08:00it is so fuckin irrtatin to noe excatly wat u want..but at the same god damn time to also know that u can neber have it
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093710297864752912004-08-29T00:23:00.000+08:002004-08-29T00:24:57.863+08:00i haf had enuff of dis debate...
dirvin me up...
said my piece..n m withdrawin u guys r welcome to carry on....
n aarthi..u noe wat..i m nt gona sae aniting...
its ben a bitch of a dae aniwae...peace out comrades...
thanx aud
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093613543364553552004-08-27T21:30:00.000+08:002004-08-27T21:32:23.363+08:00Whenever I step outside, somebody claims to see the light It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience Cause everyone thinks they're right and nobody thinks that there just might Be more than one road to our final destination But I'm not ever going to know if I'm right or wrong Cause we're all going in the same direction And I'm not sure which way to go because all along We've been going Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093420988815598562004-08-25T16:00:00.000+08:002004-08-25T16:03:08.816+08:00off the debate again...
hmm i was saed that i was not accomodating wif people ydae
dat too by someone i hold very dear..
tis kinda set me thinkin...
cos i alwaes thought i was aacoomodating...
n sometimes even too much..
but dis made me re-evaluate stuff..
usualli i wuldnt give a fuck..
but that person being the one who said..
it kinda took me by major surprise..
i was like wat the fuck.....
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093420798709954802004-08-25T15:35:00.000+08:002004-08-25T15:59:58.710+08:00on pardon the delay in answerin..me ben occupied wif some stuff...
n now i gotta refer across 4 blogs..too du my response..dis is gona b fun.....
first thng..
subz...i neber saed i wuld judge a gal based oh her past sexual experiences...
i juzz saed i wuld prefer a virgin...
but if she is nt..i can handle it...
so kewl on dis issue?
and also one more thng...
i seen tags by people who nt puttin Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093251475986815272004-08-23T16:56:00.000+08:002004-08-23T16:57:55.986+08:00well...this is one active blog eveen if i sae so myself....
well another observation....not to do wif this debate...
guess i haf to make dis qualifier rather often...
my mouth has proven to be a liability once again....
or has it?
the days will grow to prove either way
but as time seems long n moments too short
will the one in question
stand its test?
when it may seem alll so much easier
to walkSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093251342117554992004-08-23T16:47:00.000+08:002004-08-23T16:55:42.116+08:00hmm wif jai..honestly..i m a bit lost wif some thngs u r saein so let me juz sae wat i can muster k
first thng..abt history..well for one..
history was written by the victors so urmmm ya la u get the pt..well..
we can keep goin back n back
ok abt the pt of bein it easier for guys..
wat i meant was in todae's society or more traditional asian or indian society...
it is easier for a non virgin guy Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093185614169290222004-08-22T22:37:00.000+08:002004-08-22T22:40:14.170+08:00juz a random thng...
not in conjunction wif the ongoin debate...
y issit that the most inconsipicous thngs from people hurt?
but the major thngs u handle well?...
y issit that the unintentional stuff scar
but the intentional juz skim off?
y issit sometimes so easy to feel so close
but feel as a stranger in a matter of seconds?
y issit that happiness is fleetin
but despair stays as a companion?
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093182029845929652004-08-22T21:38:00.000+08:002004-08-22T21:40:29.846+08:00a certain reply from a certain fren "nesh"..
i put it here cos he culdnt tag it in...
n btw thanx man..
well..sentill..let me help u..if u feel its not gd to fuck around..gd..its ur believe..if these guys feel tat it was a personal attack or ur bein a mcp..fuck them..i dont c anythin related to tat..i agree tat bein asians we are supposedly the conservative ones..but times change..asians are jusSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093169188971202852004-08-22T17:49:00.000+08:002004-08-22T18:06:28.970+08:00wow...i haven seen my blog dis active since...since...
oh well u get the idea..
hmm now lets go thru the thgs...bit by bit...
firstly...let me sae again tat tis was aimed at no one..
but juz wat i tink...
i m fine by equality of sexes...
but both the male n female were not created equal..
some r beta at certain disciplines n vice vera..
equality does not equate into be excalty the same..
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1093075477715159672004-08-21T16:03:00.000+08:002004-08-21T16:09:19.186+08:00gIvE mE oNE moMenT In tme, wHen I aM moRe tHaN I eVer tHouGht I couId bE aND wth a mY drEamS jUst a hEarTbeAt aWay, I kNow ItS aLL uP to mE...
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1092993318223539152004-08-20T16:58:00.000+08:002004-08-20T17:15:18.223+08:00hmm an unearthly hour for me to blog..but wat the hell....
this thought has been goin thru my head...
esp afta readin one of my frens blog...
tiz abt the idea of pre-marital sex...
hmm..where du i start...
for one sex outside of maairage seems to b no big deal these daes...
from where i come...i been taught..sex is onli for wif the spouse..
but wif stuff i been hearing..i begin to wonder...
i Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1092858987838054272004-08-19T03:47:00.000+08:002004-08-19T03:56:27.836+08:00hmm "never had a dream come true" by sclub7
playin in the background..hmm..alwaes liked dis song..
haha
juz tinkin abt rshps n breakups..
n abt sumthng my fren told me awhile back
about he dussent wan a rshp esp afta seein his other frens go thru a breakup...tink he saed it kinda scared himm of..
i was juz tinkin along dese lines...
somehow it feels hard to commit..cos of the tingling feeling orSentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1092755480252594232004-08-17T23:05:00.000+08:002004-08-17T23:11:20.253+08:00now i m back at comp....
tryin to blog wifout getin dced la...
watchin friends again....
tink i haf been watchin too much friends....
i got mua lil sis..amou!!!!
hmm..like the first real like sis like since kavitha..
ben a long tm..
but yup..its feelz like correct la so se how...
cant go for swarna la...
made plans n everythgn..den thanx to dad..got screwed...he n his memory...
got some msia Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1092755085491853562004-08-17T22:44:00.000+08:002004-08-17T23:04:45.493+08:00stupid god damn comp..cleared my earlier blog
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1092753369896923742004-08-17T22:32:00.000+08:002004-08-17T22:36:09.903+08:00hmm back again afta awhile...
arwinz bdae..walked ova to his plac earlier...
nice cake man n gd food...
waitin for a call..hmm.....depends...
amu mua sista...
first tym in a long tym....
havin a sis like dis..
afta kavi..din wan anione to b a sis esp a younger one...
but somehow...its feels correct eh...
lets see where dis goin....hmm
cant go for swarna dis fri..thanx to my dad n his wonderful Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091551384051092962004-08-04T00:42:00.000+08:002004-08-04T00:43:04.050+08:00holy fuck...makes sense?
tata young...oxymoron?Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091280622825975632004-07-31T21:25:00.000+08:002004-07-31T21:30:22.826+08:00m stuck at hm yet fuckin again....
supposed to go to yuhua cc...but thanx to dad
m stuck at hm while everyone is out
fuck la..he saed ok n i made plans...
dis is shitty...
i din sae aniting to him i juz saed ok...din wana argue.watz the friggin point....
not gonna change anythng..
all my parens wan em to do is stay at hm..
but dis is driving me nuts..makin me pissed..i totalli cant take it Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091280328590887442004-07-31T21:24:00.000+08:002004-07-31T21:25:28.590+08:00fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091246989298263632004-07-31T12:07:00.000+08:002004-07-31T12:09:49.300+08:00Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091212181015731142004-07-31T02:27:00.000+08:002004-07-31T02:29:41.016+08:00ran out of durians..ony four seeds were left..screw...no more frens episodes to watch..n nuffin to do...
i noe some of u haf either msged called or tagged..thanx...sorry if i wasnt myself..i juz dunno y
i dunno where dis is goin..i tink i noe where i want it to go...
but kinda afraid to go there..esp at dis pt in tym..not fair yup...
too close......but somehow feelin it mite work..excludin Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091210542153487422004-07-31T01:46:00.000+08:002004-07-31T02:02:22.153+08:00i m up again..was havin some allergic rxn i tink..flu phlegm fever n swollen eyes..goin down now..fel beta...
supposed to watch soccer....but decided to blog...my hed fels empty yet full at the same tym..yup go ahead make ur jokes...i realli dun care rite now...
fel aimless n ambition lessy..n even wifout n identity..
previously..i used to be known as a victorian den n ajcian..now its juz bloodySentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1091178869215482912004-07-30T17:13:00.000+08:002004-07-30T17:14:29.216+08:00Part 1...Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footstepsto our family. Our original intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet andpeaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong asdestiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became toolate.Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of askingMother to move from the Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1090906768403097232004-07-27T13:39:00.000+08:002004-07-27T13:39:28.403+08:00 Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid 82% Schizoid 34% Schizotypal 74% Antisocial 58% Borderline 38% Histrionic 86% Narcissistic 46% Avoidant 54% Dependent 30% Obsessive-Compulsive 74% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1090865673970594542004-07-27T02:09:00.000+08:002004-07-27T02:14:33.970+08:00just tried to write a poem..but came out crappy...i mite put it up one dae....
i still cant sleep..lukin a downloading songs from kazaa..somehow i feel the void of love..the vacumm it has created..but y?...
it has been ook all this while....
sometimes i qn whether i have moved on at all..cant see myself now...a lot of qns inside me..a lot of critics n sceptics...
its as if the time and effort Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1090864844577175942004-07-27T01:40:00.000+08:002004-07-27T02:00:44.576+08:00well its arnd 040 h on a tues mornin..n i cant sleep..been awhile since i blogged..but been arnd readin..sorry folks for selfishness....i juz cant get to slp...no dis isnt abt me bein nocturnal..dis si abt somethign botherin me..but me not bein able to place it..suin the blog..to try n tok it out...so peeps..if u understand dun understand misunderstand or aniting to dat extent..u can either ask Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1089711117291984652004-07-13T17:30:00.000+08:002004-07-13T17:31:57.290+08:00this love has taken its toll on me, you said goodbye, too many times before.
your heart is breaking in front of me. i have no choice, cause i wont say goodbye anymore..
Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1089709149043705182004-07-13T16:56:00.000+08:002004-07-13T16:59:09.043+08:00hmm it the two daes b4 the op..givin tuition now..da guys comin over later...
hmm camp called earlier..navans on extended mc..he my hero!!!..
haha
nuffin much happening...need to buy bks..or shld i juz save...
class is goin fine..but still ohmigosh..at the number of ppl i meet there..whom i laredi know.....
juz driftin...
stupid frenster is down....
see my frens goin abt orientation..kinda Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1089219583252099832004-07-08T00:58:00.000+08:002004-07-08T00:59:43.253+08:00hmm opz..been cfmed..its nex thurs..kinda worried abt it..cos memories of mua last op..aint so nice...but on the brite side..mc sure kena extend la...but its gona cost my parens a bomb..pity dem..feel quite bad abt it actualli..but dunno how to help..
my klazzes started last mondae..duin a prt time dip in law..dunno how tuff its gona b once work starts again..help me....
watchin rasslin now...Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1089124891646485072004-07-06T22:41:00.000+08:002004-07-06T22:41:31.646+08:00FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You likeit the way you are. To be unreachable, no needto show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.You are already used to it. You say yourselfthat you dont need anyone, that you stand onyour own two feet or that you dont have timefor these things. But in reality you are scaredto get hurt. You feel save where you are: byyourself, Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3988442.post-1088702721658356312004-07-02T01:24:00.000+08:002004-07-02T01:25:21.656+08:00A wise girl once said
"love is the lit flame within the depths of one's soul,unextinguishable by neither time nor distance nor any force in existence,etched in memory for eternity while romance is e ashes of flames easily put out carried away and scattered forgotten with time and age..."
when asked of the difference between love and romance
impressive to say the least Sentillhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16299449226307356936noreply@blogger.com0